I feel like the queen bloody self medicating, I’m rushing out the living room to bed chanting drink something with Milk Thistle in it.
I doubt Milk Thistle will save my inners.
It has been a very long time since people made music and someone then reorganised and moved parts of that music around. I have DJ’d and messed around with music for more years than I care to remember. For the last few years I have stepped away from remixing and megamixes.
One of the very first things that got me into this line of pain and pleasure was this album. Human League Unlimited Orchestra. Basically it was the Dare album reimagined by Martin Rushent.
I always thought my influences were ColdCut, S’Express, Bomb the Bass, etc etc, the list is genuinely endless. But it alway harks back to this album.
I’ll be back soon with one of my megamixes, yep it’ll go on way to long lol. Just look at my stuff on MixCloud for that lol.
As you all know I am not religious, I have no religion. Still confused why people who profess to believe in a god think that killing other humans is right. But that is not why this post is here. This post is for my death.
As I said before don’t have a religion, but am aware that surviving family and friends will want to mark my passing via burial or cremation. Not fussed what they pick after all the funeral is mainly for those surviving the person they lost.
My only wish is whoever survives me is that they play this exact mix if the tune embedded in this post. No hymns or prayers please.
Thankful to my grandparents for their sacrifice in fighting for a free world for me. My only war is fighting for access to my daughter. Yes sadly freedom means cruel people get through as well, those that play games and think it’s ok to hurt a father by denying him access to his daughter for no reason but shits and giggles.
was a lovely day making that special video for my daughters 1st Birthday. Was also praised by her mother for making a sweet video. Oddly a day after her mother cut all communication with me for no reason.
So currently I have no idea when I will see my daughter again. I have sent a letter to the mother asking to put into writing that I am still able to see my daughter, so far no response. My next step is full legal action.
I have been dealing with this oddness for a year now and have come to the end of my tether so enough is enough.
All I ever wanted was the chance to be a proper dad to my daughter, but this cruel person keeps playing games. I want my daughter to know that I love her and will always be there for her despite the actions of her mother.
I can only be the best dad I can be, shame my daughter isn’t getting the full time me, and that’s not my fault.